Day 283: My Journey

Day Two Hundred and Eighty Three

"How long will I love you?
As long as you want me to."

Everyone has a journey.

Everyone has a story to tell. This just so happens to be mine.

I hope without explanation, you can see what I am trying to say.

Sometimes, we forget who we are.
We are alone.
We are buried.

We feel as if we are stuck on the ground.

For a year, I have been dealing with some hard, feelings.

Some feelings that have made me re-evaluate my life.

I felt worthless; alone; fake.

 

I had an epiphany about this person I was becoming; and I awoke.

I found myself looking back and realizing, I was not who I wanted to be.

I had lost who I was - but in order to find myself - I had to lose everything.

3 months ago - I found myself.

I began to feel alive again.

I decided to walk forward - press on and never to look back.

 

I've lost so much along my journey- 

but I also, have gained so much.

As a person,

as a photographer,

as a lover,

and as a friend.

 

I would never have awoken to who I was becoming, without these mistakes.

I re-found my love for someone - who is more than worth loving.

Someone, who I couldn't imagine my life without.

Someone - who seriously is my everything.

 

Today is a hard milestone in my life- but it also has taught me a lot.

I used to be consumed in ideas and time.

I used to be so wrapped up in pride.

But now -

I am simply just overwhelmed to have people in my life.

The people that have proved they will be there for me - through everything.

I am now a much more positive person.

I am a better person.

I am still fighting these hard feelings -

Yet I know that no matter what -

My outcome will be worth the Journey.

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